NO MORE FOOD PLEASE !

May 31, 2015January 26, 2016 ~ Madison Kennedy

MY PALEO DIET DIARY
Day 2

09:30 am – okay, I am definitively not feeling well… I was
so “mind-starving” yesterday, I ate literally anything I
could and that was paleo; I just ate so much I thought I
exploded my tummy from the inside, it hurt me so bad. I
couldn’t even lay down or do nothing.

I was just so mad at myself for starting this new “extreme”
diet, and then being stubborn as my usual & not wanting
to give it up (although I clearly sometimes, like this time,
should give up !), and of course, I was super mad for
allowing myself to keep eating even though I wasn’t hungry,
until I felt the pain in my stomach that made me finally stop.

On the bright side of this, I noticed that I didn’t get a
fat belly, although I ate so many stuff you would have
thought you hallucinated if you’d seen. Looks like this paleo
diet helps keeping a really flat belly, even though I ate lots,
I didn’t get a “bump” and that’s a really awesome thing.

But on the inside, I felt my stomach was basically done, that
I destroyed it with the enormous quantity of food I ingested.
My mom was like “why are you eating this much ?” and the
only reason was because I wasn’t feeling satisfied even
though, I ate like insane all day.

So in conclusion, I only had a banana for breakfast this
morning and I could barely finish it, I forced myself because
I needed to eat something so I don’t faint later, but I was
not hungry at all. I feel so full from yesterday’s paleo feast
madness, that I could probably vomit if I eat a little too
much today.

I’m gonna keep it real light, drink a lot of water to get rid
of everything I ingested; my current mood is : NO MORE
FOOD PLEASE !

I’LL TELL YOU WHAT… FOOOOOD !

May 30, 2015January 26, 2016 ~ Madison Kennedy

MY PALEO DIET DIARY
Day 105:45 pm – I LIED OKAY !! THIS PALEO DIET IS KILLING ME ! I
AM LITERALLY DYING RIGHT NOW… *sobbing* OH WHY GOD
WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF ! I can’t believe how hard it
is… I thought I was mentally enough prepared to challenge
myself with a new “extreme” diet, I’m kind of used to these
type of crazy stuff usually, but gosh this one, oh my God it’s
terrible; I’m not even starving but the problem is I can’t
keep my mind thinking of REAL FOOD you know… you’ve got
no clue what I’d give right now for a piece of pizza, I
almost want to cry, I kid you not… I’m hating myself so much
for doing this;

and I know what y’all must be thinking : it’s only day one &
I’m already acting like a mad motherf*cker about it – yeah you
know what, you, whoever thinks this… it’s not funny ! I am
literally losing my mind, I’m so tired and unsatisfied food wise,
I did not expect this shit to be like this. So seriously, if I
ain’t dead by tomorrow and survive this first day of Paleo diet,
it’s gonna be f*cking amazing !

I was looking through my iPhone pictures, and found these food
ones, from BEFORE starting this AWFUL Paleo diet… looking at
them makes me even more miserable. I’m gonna die… how am I
gonna deal without my favorite gluten free vegan pizza ? This
is the worst day of my life.