These days, being confined at home, I like to take myself on a walk in the woods.
I don’t do it every day, because since it’s winter time we can get some gosh-awful weather. Definitely the worst is the combined winds + rain. Which for me cancels any thoughts of going out.
I have barely mentioned anything regarding my health issues, other than, I need to take some time off to care for myself… I don’t think I’m ready to write about it yet, but basically what I have is chronic. I am learning to live with it, and do the best I can whilst dealing with that. It sure hasn’t been easy but I’m an optimistic, and grateful person.
So, one of the most important thing in my daily life is to walk. Going into the woods gives me such good energy, it recharges me, connects me to the simple enjoyable things, and the importance of life. It also inspires me to look forward no matter what.
This trip to LA made me realize that I have the potential of turning around my life if I want to. Not saying that it’s an easy task, but that it’s a possibility, if I want it. Knowing that gives me confidence, and hopefulness.
I definitely noticed that my skills were still intact, I still know how to write, draw, sing, make a video or edit pictures the way I feel them… I thought I’d lost that.
I need to figure out a way to stay in touch with me, while away from LA, because it’s gonna be tough to feel this good and enlightened when I’m back in Paris. Life is just so much different there, and I’m a truly LA girl at heart, so that’s harsh for me.
I have new limits I didn’t know about, that I can’t cross anymore. I’m looking forward to how I’m gonna re-invent a new life for myself, because that’s what I need in order to feel better.
Whether I want to think about you, or not. I still do. You’re like the sweetest poison that I gladly took. I’m infected in every area of my body, and I still can’t get enough. What a beautiful overdose that is LA.
Decided to go check out the local Erewhon store to see what the hype was about… not worth it.
They definitely have good items, but I’m sorry I’m not paying 18$ a smoothie, nor 25$ for pasta sauce or yoghurt : like shut the f*ck up. No matter if I were a billionaire, this is just stupidly annoying. I left and went to Whole Foods instead, tons of organic choices for fair prices. Why would I care to pay more, for less ? This LA trend I do not agree with. Bye.
Happy as I can be, after three shots of Tequila (at least) in my drink… laughing with my bestie, and exploring the city of Santa Barbara. The weather was so nice and sunny. I distinctly remember how good we were feeling, and how everything just looked picture perfect. I will love and cherish this day forever 🥰🤗💋