Despite everything… I came back to my hometown. Little Paris… I can’t believe I’m a Parisian.
This was not the life I pictured for myself, although I am conscious that I’m blessed in a lot of ways. I had this crazy dream, of living in L.A. and having a totally different lifestyle. And I did leave, and I did have that for a couple of years, but then I’ve had to adjust to a new reality. The French one.
Little field trip with my bestie ! We went for a walk beyond my Grandma’s vegetable garden, and found ourselves in the meadows. It was right during sunset, which made everything look even more mystical. The smell of freshly cut grass, different fruit trees we encountered… we sat at a really cute bench, and rested some time, just chatting away, amidst these stunning views of the nature.
When I’m home in Serbia, I spend a lot of my time taking pictures of the nature. It’s just so divine ! All those blooming flowers, and the trees filled with fruit… and how satisfying is it to walk barefoot on the grass. I’m in love with every sight.
It was a very moving afternoon, as we decided to go check what used to be my Grandpa’s house. I’ve never actually met him. Unfortunately, he passed when he was young, and so I only have these stories that my family shares about him. He was apparently super smart, an engineer, and it’s definitely really sad to know that I won’t be able to meet him in this lifetime, because I’m sure he would have been so interesting to talk to. His little home was truly beautiful, and the lady living there now, she used to know him. She’s family too, because she married my Grandpa’s brother actually.
We had a lovely time there, she has a stunning garden full of roses. It was just so peaceful. I tried homemade elderflower juice for the first time, it was insanely delicious. I could not believe how refreshing and sweet that drink was. She gave me a bottle to go… hum ? So nice of her. She told us more stories of my Grandpa, and gave us a tour, and I felt joyous having this new connection with my past. There were a bunch of family photographs in black and white that I’d never seen. I was real grateful that so many memories remained for me to learn about.
I have some remaining pictures of my vacation to Crete to share… but WordPress has changed their desktop features, and it’s really annoying now. It took me a while to make a simple post, like I used to. I tried to switch to the “classic” layout, but it has disappeared. Well, old school was much better.