Coronapocalypse

It’s officially been over a week

Coronapocalypse
The first day of Spring was spent at home… due to the Coronavirus outbreak. I’ve been confined since last Thursday, this is day 8 for me.

I got sick just before finding out on the news about a possible contamination of the population, from a virus named Covid-19. It felt as if we were living through a lousy apocalyptic scenario, but it was all true.

My doctor asked me to stay confined before the government of this country made it mandatory. I was put on sick leave for about a week before things with the world started to get really bad… my doctor was protecting me.

He said that people with a fragile condition, such as mine, are better off at home, away from whatever might come. I haven’t lived a normal day since. But I’m keeping myself busy and optimistic.

I get to read more, draw a little, complete some puzzles, get some fitness exercises done, and most importantly, keep in touch with my family & friends since we’re apart. I’m lucky enough to be confined with the love of my life. I couldn’t bear this without him by my side.
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You glow differently when you’re actually happy

“Continue to live for moments that make your heart smile
wider than your face could ever imagine.”

You glow differently when you're actually happy
I like cancelled plans.
And empty bookstores.
I like rainy days,
And thunderstorms.

And quiet coffee shops.
I like messy beds and
over-worn pajamas.

Most of all, I like
The small joys that
A simple life brings.
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy

Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes

“Every heartbreak makes it hard to keep the Faith”

Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes
My mom used to tell me that shopping cures depression… not quite sure she was right, but it definitively helps when you’re feeling unwell to lift yourself up in nice & new clothes, to take care of yourself like no one else could.
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Pain is never permanent but tonight it’s killing me.

L I G H T S

Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me
I HAD YOU

Last night I had a dream that felt like a
memory. A glimpse of what could have been.
Crossed signals from another life.

Where instead of all of this, I had you.

And life was exquisitely simple. And we were
desperately happy.

LANG LEAV
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I feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen

“You’re scared of the way I make you feel, because you don’t want to feel anything”
Maya Banks

I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen
I left her,
Because I thought she could do better.

And now we’re apart,
Apart from each other’s arms.

I wonder,
What if I should have been
Better for her.

Pseudycus

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