I’m so glad I’ve met you, Los Angeles

I'm so glad I've met you, Los Angeles

This trip to LA made me realize that I have the potential of turning around my life if I want to. Not saying that it’s an easy task, but that it’s a possibility, if I want it. Knowing that gives me confidence, and hopefulness.

I definitely noticed that my skills were still intact, I still know how to write, draw, sing, make a video or edit pictures the way I feel them… I thought I’d lost that.

I need to figure out a way to stay in touch with me, while away from LA, because it’s gonna be tough to feel this good and enlightened when I’m back in Paris. Life is just so much different there, and I’m a truly LA girl at heart, so that’s harsh for me.

I have new limits I didn’t know about, that I can’t cross anymore. I’m looking forward to how I’m gonna re-invent a new life for myself, because that’s what I need in order to feel better.

I'm so glad I've met you, Los Angeles
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You got that special kind of sadness, you got that tragic set of charms, that only comes from time spent in Los Angeles.

You got that special kind of sadness, you got that tragic set of charms, that only comes from time spent in Los Angeles.

LA, you are driving me crazy… but no matter what happens, I don’t want to go far away.

The end of my vacay is nearing, and I just hate knowing that fact. There’s no place in this whole wide world, where I’d rater be depressed and sarcastic. Something about this city makes me feel like I’m normal… probably because no one is, so that’s the actual “normal” here. Just being yourself, you exist in layers, and people praise you for it. Gosh, I wish this was the case where I live.

Whenever I’ll need to feel my normal-self again, I’ll just be right back at ya ! 💋

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Los Angeles is where you go when you want to be somebody else

Los Angeles is where you go when you want to be somebody else

Last pictures from our day out in Santa Barbara, all in black and white, and a little video for the memories 🖤

I will gladly come back here anytime I can, the city offered so many great experiences. Between the heavy-poured cocktails, the amazing seafood and smoked fishes, the wine tastings, the cool people and the good finds in vintage stores… it was really lovely.

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Santa Barbara dreamin’

Santa Barbara dreamin’

Take a little walk with me around Santa Barbara…

You will notice palm trees in abundance, hills and ocean surrounding this town like a postcard, wine tasting spots available a bit everywhere, that they love country music (so do I), and that people are lovely under these perfect conditions 💙

Come away, and fall in love with beautiful California ✨

Santa Barbara dreamin’
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Your secret is always safe with me ’cause I’m gonna forget about it

Your secret is always safe with me 'cause I'm gonna forget about it

LA is usually perceived like this big beautiful place, with beautiful people, and always gorgeous weather… and it’s not really like that in real life. Hollywood made it a dreamy postcard, but living here is just not easy. Especially if you have dreams. This tarantula of a city has its ways of crushing them if you can’t make it, and that’s really traumatizing to say the least. Because you’re still surrounded by the Hills, and the pressure of all of the lights, and the celebrities that you run into.

For me it’s inspiring. All of it. The despair, the dirt, the shiny things, the fake people, the amazing talents, and the list goes on… the incredible memories that I make there, are like fuel for me. It’s the prettiest and most soul-crushing place I know, and for that I love it. The stars have me.

Your secret is always safe with me 'cause I'm gonna forget about it
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