Here comes the sun

You’re the one that I’ve kept closest

Here comes the sun
I have arrived at a point in my life where I need to figure out how to put myself out there, to achieve my dream goals. I don’t know exactly what I want, but I sure do know what I don’t, so I think that my priorites will lign up.

Coming to Serbia, being away from everything is definitively the right move. I need this break to focus and breathe. I want to become a better and healthier individual, who is not standing by & being inspired, but becomes inspiration as well. Fingers crossed I find the necessary motivation, because that ain’t always easy.
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Gone crazy, be back shortly.

Memories from London

Gone crazy, be back shortly.
I’ve been sharing a lot of pictures and videos I’ve taken prior to getting my MacBook, just because I don’t want them to go unseen. So bare with me, because there’s still a bunch to go and once I’m done with that it will be all-new content.

It’s actually kind of therapeutic because I’m also classifying my files, and updating my online stuff – which has been a huge mess to deal with. At first, it seemed so depressing, like how the heck am I ever going to be done with that… but as the days go by, I’m really starting to see the end of the tunnel.

I feel relieved and freer now that I have a computer and I can plan, re-arrange and work on ideas I couldn’t let myself focus on. There are some people who will tell you that, you don’t need the “right equipment” to get going, but I don’t think it’s necessarily true – at least not for me.

I needed this to kickstart myself, and I’m so happy I managed to make enough to finally afford it, and that I never gave up on my priorities no matter how difficult some days were. Keep on believing in yourself, and do what it takes to get what you need to make your dreams come true.
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I am the ocean i drown in.

“Be brutally honest but lead with the positive, because I might shut down and not be able to process the criticism.”

I am the ocean i drown in.
“Tout homme d’élite aspire instinctivement à sa tour d’ivoire, à sa réclusion mystérieuse, où il est délivré de la masse, du vulgaire, du grand nombre, où il peut oublier la règle « homme », étant lui-même une exception à cette règle.”

“Every select man strives instinctively for a citadel and its privacy, where he seeks mysterious seclusion, where he can be delivered from the many people and their commonness – where he may forget “men who are the rule,” as being the exception to that case.”

Friedrich Nietzsche

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I was born to be wild (but only until 9 PM or so)

I love hanging out with my sisters

I was born to be wild (but only until 9pm or so)
When I’m not feeling my best, I know I can always count on my sisters to cheer me up. We’ll do hangouts for fun, shopping sprees, restaurant dates, urban exploration or big ass vacay and even karaoke nights !… whatever we choose to do, it always brings good laughter and a high dose of craziness. We’re best friends and always there to support each other.

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Your worth is not measured by your productivity

I can’t stop eating, the food in Paris is freaking delicious

Your worth is not measured by your productivity
I didn’t have the best of days… I got a pretty severe anxiety attack at work this afternoon. Which was totally random, and I didn’t really know what was causing it, but the more I think about it & I realize it’s because of all the unnecessary pressure I am putting on my shoulders – I meditated to get me through it.

I love that I have people that believe in me, because at some point I stopped believing in myself, and that makes me sad… unfortunely some have what may seem like high expectations. I’m just trying my best, and I can’t be who I’m not. I know what makes me happy, and what doesn’t, and I don’t want to force myself to go against my spirits. Because that’s actually how you destroy yourself, and I’m in a healing process.

All I know is, I am getting back on my feet. You can’t imagine the feeling of sensing my being been born again. I just hope I will make some proud… sometimes I feel like you’re kinda the only ones who care about my journey, on this blog or whatever – and I need to thank you for that.

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It’s okay, you just forgot who you are. Welcome back !

Sunsets in Paris be like…

It's okay, you just forgot who you are. Welcome back !
I love Summer. In twenty days or so, I’m leaving on a well deserved one-month vacation – again, I know what you’re thinking. I love taking an entire month vacay because then it feels like a real break, anything less than that is never enough.

I’m going to visit my family in Serbia, so of course, expect photoshoots with my cousin Mila. Crazy moments with my pets & fun hangouts with my Grandma – I honestly can’t wait ! In the meantime, I’m gonna enjoy this awesome weather in Paris.

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Au revoir Zürich !

and see you soon…
Au revoir Zürich !

I had a wonderful extended four-days weekend in Zurich visiting my best friend, the weather was quite nice half of the time which gave me the opportunity to walk around the city (something I love doing on all my trips) and take pictures. I’m sad to leave, but I’ll be back soon enough 😉
Au revoir Zürich !Au revoir Zürich !Au revoir Zürich !Au revoir Zürich !

MADISON KENNEDY
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