I’m in a good place right now. Not emotionally. Just in my room.

Existential crisis 2.0

I'm in a good place right now. Not emotionally, just in my room.
Hello… whoever’s left reading The Blog.

I really want to kickstart things this year with a wellness-centered site, where I can share my tips & tricks… but here’s the deal. I’ve been going through a major existential crisis, for the past couple of months. I honestly have no idea who I am, where I’m going, or if I want what I want. Also, is it worth it ?… so yeah, bear with me.

I’m coming back here because I obviously have not made another platform to express myself yet, so this is it. I have a feeling I will be remaining here until I sort things out in my mind. I for sure, don’t want to blog anymore, but also I don’t want to stay in this phase of not doing anything while I’m rethinking every single thing, over and over, in my current life. And also, what that means for me…

See where I’m going with this ? No ? Me neither, welcome to the club.

Let’s keep things the simplest way possible for now. I’ve been on some nice travels this past year, I haven’t shared much of it, but I have lots of cute and edited photos ready to be seen. For this month, I’m going to publish those… and for the next month ? Don’t quite ask me that yet, but we’ll get closer to my endgame goal, which is becoming some type of a health guru ! I know, I’m kinda not the right picture at the moment, but let’s make a deal and not tell anyone.

Listen guys, it seems like I’m here for the long run. I’ve been back & forth many times around, but what can I say. This is me.

You glow differently when you’re actually happy

“Continue to live for moments that make your heart smile
wider than your face could ever imagine.”

You glow differently when you're actually happy
I like cancelled plans.
And empty bookstores.
I like rainy days,
And thunderstorms.

And quiet coffee shops.
I like messy beds and
over-worn pajamas.

Most of all, I like
The small joys that
A simple life brings.
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy
You glow differently when you're actually happy

Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes

“Every heartbreak makes it hard to keep the Faith”

Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes
My mom used to tell me that shopping cures depression… not quite sure she was right, but it definitively helps when you’re feeling unwell to lift yourself up in nice & new clothes, to take care of yourself like no one else could.
Some nights you dance with tears in your eyesSome nights you dance with tears in your eyesSome nights you dance with tears in your eyesSome nights you dance with tears in your eyesSome nights you dance with tears in your eyesSome nights you dance with tears in your eyes

Pain is never permanent but tonight it’s killing me.

L I G H T S

Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me
I HAD YOU

Last night I had a dream that felt like a
memory. A glimpse of what could have been.
Crossed signals from another life.

Where instead of all of this, I had you.

And life was exquisitely simple. And we were
desperately happy.

LANG LEAV
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I feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen

“You’re scared of the way I make you feel, because you don’t want to feel anything”
Maya Banks

I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen
I left her,
Because I thought she could do better.

And now we’re apart,
Apart from each other’s arms.

I wonder,
What if I should have been
Better for her.

Pseudycus

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